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“Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day. You shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.” ― Ralph Waldo Emerson

MIEZAH

MAIRAH

ALYA

ARCHIVE

posted : Tuesday, 7 August 2012

title : A WILL FROM A HEART TO VSG

dear VSG .

things happened are undecipherable.

things to decide, to understand, to follow.

when we were young, we were not the law-abiding students.

i remember those silly things we did,

the mess we created,

the havoc we made.

how we hated the prefects,

how we hated the rules,

how we loved to make noises.

and i miss the moments we hang together ~

heart-to-heart conversations,

wiping-tears talk,

boo-ing each other,

gossiping and laughing like there's no more tomorrow.

and i still remember,

that we planned to be together..

through thick and thin,

hell and heaven..

come hell or high water, we promised ourselves to be there for each other.

VSG ,

u are the crutches, u are the anchor throughout the storms and turbulences.

i appreciated all things u did.

sweet and sour of life..

were painted well with US in the picture :')

now..

look at the fate.

how does the fate takes us into different path of life.

the promise was broken.

the words remained words.

the vow is invalid.

things come, and things go :(

dear BALQISH PUTERI bt RUSLAN.

thanks for always being there for me.

thanks for wiping every single tear streamed down,

thanks for the advices u gave

thanks for making me a ME, ( lol, only u understand )

thanks for sharing every burden with me,

thanks for creating a nice memory for my next generation.

u'll be always in my hearts.

I SWEAR.

dear SITI MUNIRAH bt MOHD ADIB.

my pretty, my manja, my keras-kepala.

stay safe in UM :')

i knew i did hurt u.

sorry for being adamant sometimes

sorry for the ignorance

sorry for my little, silly mistakes.

sorry for things i made u cry

sorry for everything.

and thankssss for being a good TWINIE :D

i love u, and that's goes without saying.

my love, SUMAIYAH bt ABD AZIZ.

hey baby, chill!

dont be so stress.

UIA is that, and always like that :I

be tough, be bold, be brave

u are my genius, u are my brainy dear..

please, brace yourself.

be a doctorrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

u look so strong,

but u are fragile inside.

idk why, that SAYU thingy will struck when i have a talk with u.

maybe because all those things u said?

i bet u'll be crying buckets before i ever shed a tear :P

allah bless u :)

dear HANIS HAZWANI BT MOHD HASMUDIN

and

NURUL AIN NAJLA bt SAPIAI

we spent less time together, arent we?

*sigh*

but that never fade my love towards u girls ;)

be safe at PALAM.

get the four-flat, then ring me okayyyyyyy.

i have faith in u :)

thanks for inspiring me to be a better me.

thanks :')

btw, thanks for letting me know little about make-ups and fashions HAHA :P

love, take care of each other okayyy ;)

promise me, VSG will be together till hereafter :)

dear NIK NURHANINI bt NIK MOHD ZAKI.

hey crazyyy ! hahhaaha.

i loveeee you for your insanity

i love the way you are.

dont ever change babeeee LOL.

may your wishes to have a rich husband will come true :)

boleh i tumpang2 kikis harta hahaha :P

i hope you'll be a great pharmacist :)

please prove that UK is relevant to be rejected -.-

kidding HAHA :P

dear HILMA bt HAMDI.

imaaaaaaa.

OMG u are the only member that has been farrr away from me..

sorry for less texts from me.

sorry for not even a call from me :(

be safe there..

study hard!

may Allah bless u and your family.

take a good care of your younger brothers and sisters, will you ?

I LOVE YOU.

AND I REALLY DO.

so, girls. i think that's all.

please do not cry.

i couldn't afford it :(

YA RABBI,

BLESS US,

TIE OUR HEARTS.

5 years wont be that long.

promise me u'll take care of VSG. :')

p/s : i'll be flying on Sept 11 2012

looking forward to meet all of u this raya.

BAHHEBAK 'ISYANULLAH <3

20:18

posted :

title : RUSHDI the engineer student :D

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim :)

awwwww ~~

regarding above, i'll just ramble about rushdi.

rushdi who? rushdi what? rushdi whom? ;)

first of all, let's us watch this video, ( i got this from a friend of mine )

via bluetooth jek :P

name : rushdi/rushdee/TADIK

age : 19 y/o

course : ENGINEERING of GERMANY

hometown : SEREMBAN, N9

previous school : SMAP LABU, N9

currently in INTEC UiTM Shah Alam

so, who's him?

he's a cuteeee guy of mine LOL!

to be frank, he's our fasi during MDS ( Minggu Destini Siswa )

he looks like a 12 y/o kid aite? sooooo comel <3

that's why he was called as TADIK when he was a high school student.

TADIK=TADIKA.

seems legit 0.0

err . that's all :P

07:37

posted :

title : A Journey to Hereafter........

last night, after a long time i didnt cry...finally i couldnt stop myself from crying..

alhamdulillah i had given a chance to join one of the intec programmes called

"A JOURNEY TO HEREAFTER"

or the short form is AJTH..not AJL okay...

sounds scary right?? but in fact i got many lessons from this activity...

this programme started in the evening where i enjoyed the jokes from the MC..

i dont know his name but his friend kept calling him "USOP"..

owh..before that we were given an islamic entertainment from a group of intec students..

MASYAALLAH....their voice could make me fly into the sky...hahaha..

they are gifted...i remember a "dalil" in Holy Quran about being thankful....

Maksudnya : Dan (ingatlah) tatakala Tuhan kamu memberitahu: "Demi sesungguhnya! Jika kamu bersyukur nescaya Aku akan tambahi nikmatKu kepada kamu, dan demi sesungguhnya, jika kamu kufur ingkar sesungguhnya azabKu amatlah keras".

so,,,whoever we are..just be thankful with what we have..

back to the programme....the night session was more to "muhasabah"...the showed us many videos to give a picture about the hereafter especially the hell...Masyaallah....it was so scary...on that time i realized that i had done so many sins in my life...AM I PERFECT ENOUGH TO GET THE REWARD OF PARADISE???

in one slot we were given a candle and and raw burger meat i think...Ustaz Afwan, asked us to light up the candle and put it on our hand...every time the hot wax fell onto my hand..i could feel the hotness but it was just a small fire..how about the fire in the hell??WALLAHUA'LAM....

then, he asked us to eat the raw meat..WHY??it was because to give a message about back stabbing especially for women...but i didnt eat it because its smell made me want to vomit...uweekkk...

the candle and the raw meat

so..it was good to join activities like this...although i had to sacrifice my time for a while..it was just a short moment to remind us back about death and hereafter....

كُلُّ نَفسٍ ذائِقَةُ المَوتِ ۖ ثُمَّ إِلَينا تُرجَعونَ ﴿٥٧﴾

(surah al ankaabut ayat 57)

Maksudnya : Tiap-tiap diri (sudah tetap) akan merasai mati, kemudian kamu akan dikembalikan kepada Kami (untuk menerima balasan).

the conclusion is....LET'S UPGRADE OUR IMAN AND AMAL..............SIAPA ANDA??DUTA ISLAM!

02:42

posted : Monday, 6 August 2012

title : A weird habit of mine

Think, think, think

Until you over-think.

This is my weird habit, I do it all the time.

I tend to think too much.

So, having this habit turns me into this creature with a complex mind that is hard to understand.
Before I do anything, I think and throw out reasons. I try to find relevant reasons on why I have to do something.

I did the same to the actions of others.
I try so hard to understand why people do this and why people do that.

I try to reason out why is this dude behaving like a hippy,
'Is he trying to get attention?' or 'Maybe that's the way he is'

I try to find out why is that girl stares at me so weirdly.
'Maybe I look like her mum' or 'There might be something on my head that disturbs her sight'

Swimming in the thoughts and hypothesis in my head, trying to pick the right one.
Its hard to survive in the soul where it constantly searches for the relevant reason.
The soul demands for a solid reason why everything goes the way they are.

'Ya Allah, cure me from any 'heart' diseases, as these type of diseases are the most frequent in human beings, conscious or unconsciously. Protect me from anything that can make me go astray from you, O'Allah."

22:53

posted :

title : between friends and future, between INTEC and UM, between Malaysia and Jordan

it's the day.

butterflies kept flying in my stomach ._.

I BADLY WANNA ENTER UM . BADLY WANT IT.

hours before, i received a text message from my friend, Amin. guess what, he told me he was accepted into UM. and i was like whuttttttttt ?

i really really really wanna enter UM . my only hope and goal; UNIVERSITY OF MALAYA.

but why ? because of VSG . VSG who? VSG what?

and here is VSG. :)

VSG is a girls group consists of 8 members of cheeky and hyper smart girls and built based on platonic love :D

sweet and sour, heaven and hell, hard and easy, all with them :')

I MISS VSG, i guess. :')

3 of VSG applied UM, and the 3 (including me) are my dearest besties. very dear, very close and they are my darling ;')

Alhamdulillah, i got the UM thingy !! i was so happy that i could die :P

and praises to ALLAH, the three of us accepted to UM too :)

qish, mairah, muni :)

alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah :)

i hugged my mum, i cried, i screamed and i did things i never do before. i was like a crazy creature. alhamdulillah . i even did the sujud syukur . how i really thanked god for the gift . alhamdulillah wa syukurillah :)

then the MARA loan thingy were about to be announced. i prayed hard so that i was not the chosen one. i dont want the loan. i even promised my mama that i wont accept the loan as i already got what i wanted; my goal ;D

and THANK GOD, i didnt get that loan. all of us (maahadians) werent able to get that MARA loan.

TO BE FRANK, I WAS SO HAPPY . haha. SO THE FATE WONT SEPARATE US TO DIFFERENT COUNTRIES AND FUTURES. my only aims that time were being together with my girls.

but that good news aint stop there.

after every rainbow, there'll be hot striking sun that will fade the rainbow away.

days after, i got a shocking news. news that made me cried. news that made me realize that i will lose my dearest. news that will separate us apart :(

AMIN and AMEER got JPA SCHOLAR of MEDICINE to JORDAN.

AMEER and AMIN the guardians :)

and what the hell was that? i thought the MARA will stop suffer us. but it didnt happen that way :'(

i saw their teacher's status on fb, stating that they got the scholar :/ i tried to be calm, but i cant :(

i was soooo upset. so despair. they'll leave me. so sooon :(

i rang amin, and he was so excited, not to mention his mum. then i rang amer to congratulate him. after that, i cried . i cried so hard. because the news upsetting me. indeed. :(

and then they asked me to re-checked my scholar status. but i refused. idk why. the tears blurred my vision and my mind, led me to a brain-damaged thinking. then a few friends volunteered to check it, but that's fine. i could do it by myself :/

i turned on the lappy, connecting the network, googling for the scholar status-checking page, and typed my friend's ID number first. she was much smarter than me, and her SPM result was inspiring though, yet she didnt get that scholar. then i lose hope.

actually i never put hope on it. i even didnt want to pursue overseas. shame on me. :/

with bismillah, (with the hope that i didnt get it), i typed my ID.

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD.

i got that scholar!!!!!!

and i hate that feeling.

so should i take it or leave it? it's about my future.

after soooooo many consultations with my family members, teachers and friends, i grabbed that scholar.

and now i dont know how to tell that to my dearest VSG :/

i cried and cried till my face got swollen.

days after, i went shopping with my girls.

seriously, i didnt know how to tell my bestest friend, QISH about this.

she knew nothing. she knew i got that scholar but she never expected i will agreed to pursue oversea.

and once the bad news was broken, she remained silent.

i thought she was fine, and just go with the flow, but i was wrong.

that night, she rang me, and first word i could hear was MAIRAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. with scream and sob.

she wasnt able to speak. she cried and cried and i was a little bit panic.

and she said , WHY OUT OF ALL PEOPLE IN THIS WHOLE WORLD, U WERE THE ONE WHO WILL LEAVE ME?? AND IT HAPPENS SO SOOOOOOOOOOONN! WHY U DIDNT TELL ME EARLIER? I WAS CALM, AS I AM GOOD AT PRETENDING. BUT U DIDNT KNOW HOW DOES I FELT LIKE. LIKE I WAS LOSING PART OF ME!

and then it was me who kept silent. :(

the promise to be in UM together was broken.

btw, this is her :) we went shopping yesterdayyyyy ;)

and this is us, PASUMIAN and INTECIANS iftar-ing in SOGO

01:28

posted : Sunday, 5 August 2012

title : miezah : shopping at JALAN TAR....

yesterday............hehehe...
AMIN, AMEER, SYAZWAN, MAIRAH, MARYAM, SYAQIRA and ME..
went shopping at SOGO and JALAN TAR..
we had plan this 2 weeks ago...ngee~~

lets start our story from the beginning...
ONCE UPON A TIME...

i went to mairah' room 9 o'clock as we planned to go at but....
qira n mairah were still sleeping..wah3...
so we had to wait for them...
while Ameer and Wan...err..babling as usual..wah3...

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first place to go was Sogo..
GOSH...so many people there....i felt dizzy seeing many people...
huhuhu...no wonder...70% @ 50% discounts there...

so many people at SOGO..

then we moved to JALAN TAR...
then...SHOPPING,,huhu,,,,
these are what i had bought yesterday....

mine!

for my little sister...birthday girl(0508)

my sister's favourite author : HILAL ASYRAF

for my mom...wah3...

actually we planned to "berbuka" together there...at sogo food court...wee~~~~

ooppsss....

sorry..............nice pic!

one funny story on the way back.............
we took the wrong train...haha...
thank god we realized it earlier....if not...
we are in SEREMBAN right now........
and............

we walked to CEMARA from KTM SHAH ALAM...
because we couldnt get any taxi....sob3...
but that was a great experience for us...
before we leave intec 2 weeks more.............:P

23:36

posted :

title : miezah : my world is clear without my glasses...:P

i bought contact lens...YEAH!!!!
now i can see the world clearly...haha...
so happy...long time did not feel like this...
so far...RM 165... gone!....huhuhu...

weeee~~~~

22:49

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