Think, think, think
Until you over-think.
This is my weird habit, I do it all the time.
I tend to think too much.
So, having this habit turns me into this creature with a complex mind that is hard to understand.
Before I do anything, I think and throw out reasons. I try to find relevant reasons on why I have to do something.
I did the same to the actions of others.
I try so hard to understand why people do this and why people do that.
I try to reason out why is this dude behaving like a hippy,
'
Is he trying to get attention?' or
'Maybe that's the way he is'
I try to find out why is that girl stares at me so weirdly.
'
Maybe I look like her mum' or
'There might be something on my head that disturbs her sight'
Swimming in the thoughts and hypothesis in my head, trying to pick the right one.
Its hard to survive in the soul where it constantly searches for the relevant reason.
The soul demands for a solid reason why everything goes the way they are.
'Ya Allah, cure me from any 'heart' diseases, as these type of diseases are the most frequent in human beings, conscious or unconsciously. Protect me from anything that can make me go astray from you, O'Allah."